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Been spending looonng days working on InDesign projects.
Sun Sep 6, 2009, 12:37 PM

Thinking is a Silly Thing

Fri Nov 20, 2009, 3:32 PM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: keane
It's hard to do work when you're thinking, and it's hard to think when you're working.

I've been thinking a lot lately, been trying to figure things out, and understand things better. Things that I've been thinking about for a long time only seem to become more complicated the more effort I put into them. The irony is, if you don't think about them you'll never figure them out, but the more you think about them the more impossible they become to understand. Obviously I don't want to give up on these things. It feels that if I do, a little part of me slowly disintegrates till I eventually forget it was ever a part of me. The things you try to forget only bury themselves deeper and become more painful even if its a dull almost absent pain. The things you need to remember float away on the events of another day. Thinking about the things you need to remember causes you to think about new things that are almost related but not quite. As you continue on this train you begin to loose hold of what you were supposed to think about initially, but you somehow learn more about yourself by forgetting.

So there are all these tiny pieces of thoughts floating around in my head trying to fit together like a million puzzle pieces that are all from different puzzles. It's as if I'm thinking about things not knowing that I'm even thinking, but the gears are still turning. I can't control what my thought machine generates, and that is extremely frustrating. There is some tiny little person running around my brain library pulling books off the shelves and not putting them back where they belong, and the librarian is too busy drinking a caramel frappuccino with no whip cream, extra caramel to care.

I think I'm going to fire the librarian and just get a robot.

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  • Current Residence: tuscaloosa Al
  • Interests: animals, photography, watercoloring, lots of stuff
  • Favourite movie: Aliens, Predator, Sin City, Miyazaki films
  • Favourite band or musician: tough one.....godspeed you black emperor, showbread, dogwood, cradle of filth...its goes on and on
  • Favourite genre of music: Anything besides country and rap
  • Favourite artist: way to too many to choose from
  • Favourite poet or writer: Douglas Adams is up there
  • Favourite photographer: I like to think that I'm pretty decent
  • Operating System: yes
  • MP3 player of choice: my computer??.....i still carry around a CD player. JK, but seriously I got one.
  • Shell of choice: like from the beach?
  • Wallpaper of choice: the scratch and lick kind, like charlie and the chocolate factory.
  • Skin of choice: human?
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy 6 and 7 Chrono Trigger Silent Hill Unreal Tournament Mario Resident Evil series
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC
  • Favourite cartoon character: hippies
  • Tools of the Trade: paintbrush

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:iconundivinegrace:
ah thnks for the fav and comments luverly kitty^^

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You say team Edward.
I SAY TEAM DARREN
Better books.
More realistic vampires
Just way more epic then Twilight
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redbutterfly: who could throw away candy corn?
me: facist bastards who hate their mothers' that's who
:iconhandsomeprince:
thank you very much for the watching:))) :hug: :kiss:
:iconhipppiee:
Hey could you please have a look at this :)

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Peace.

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I don't mind living in a man's world if I can be a woman in it.
:iconanapirata:
thanks for adding zombieland to your favorites :D
:icondrosefred:
thanks for the fav.

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